7.13.2004
i feel weird.. dont know why.. could becoz of my deplorable results, could be because of school, or my stack of unfinished maths tutorials.. but i'm feelin weird and i dont know why... wateva..
anyway, feeling physically v.tired in these 2 days. 1st, had soccer trng on monday... for around 2+ hours? worse part, that it was a physical session.. so was absolutely tired out once i reached home.. scraped all my plans to try n squeeze hwork time.. then today, had swimming PE. no doubt it's fun!, but it's rather tiring.. considering that the teacher made us swim in 3 different strokes, tapping into all that i learned when i was a kid.. including the rather challenging butterfly stroke~ it's such a difficult style to swim n it is rather impractical to me.. dont know which person invent wan.. just felt so tired after that, and took a 4 hrs long nap, which i think is still not enough. haha..
but i think certain girls in my class r a bit un-understandable. she says she allergic to chlorine, thus cannot go swimming. yar, n i'm allergic to water. pls lor.. think that she would probably be stuck-up in her own world, wif her own frens (happen that none of them r boys i think). cant blame.. she's from a girl school. okay.. ladies, pls dont blame me if i go on rambling wrongly :D anyway, she, call her XX, has not gone for more than 2 class outings if i remember correctly, though she's a local.. goes to n fro from school via car... n the worse thing is that she seems to have a distinct dislike of guys.. n i'm serious abt it.. nvr once i seen her VOLUNTERAILY go do any form of project no matter how minor, wif a guy in the grp.. even so, she would think she always correct in the grp n does everything herself. then rarely has she started talking or saying hi to a guy on her own initative abt non-official business. i see her even has the cheek to walk past another guy classmate of mine, w/o saying hi or wat so ever, then just go off to the class bench. and both were alone... is it a sin to say hi to a member of the opposite gender? thus, the worse part i think that she should change the most is her attitude towards the male population. we guys dont lose out anything at all in this case.. but as a "fren" n classmate of her, i do hope she would change.
okay.. dont get me wrong.. i just quite pissed wif that small part of her attitude that's all.. but other then that.. i think that, frens still can be made, provided the feelin is reciprocated.
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