okay.. long long no blog liao.. been busy studying and doing my sect A tutorials. cut down the deficiet to around 5 tutorials while maintaining the pace of the rest of the subs's tutorials. anyway, i got to finish 5 more integration by this sunday, and still have to juggle my stupid pw along. think i need to learn to create time, like have to 25 hours per day. haha.. brief update on my work.
no time to go out nowadays or wat so ever.. can only sneak in the occasional dinner/lunch or 30 mins of playing time. so tough on me nt being able to play.. :(
did quite some interesting stuff in GP today. watched some motivational talk by this guy, but wat was more impactful to me was the nice little sheet that my GP tr gave all.. realised that been suffering from a bit of over-stress and depression. must be all the integration fault, but anyway, felt able to know it and avoid it. :)
maths lect today was one of utmost entertainment. there's a blackout... then everybody started making a lot of noise, and we sang the bdae song for one of my PRO classmate in the dark. cool experience. haha. bet the lecturer was amused or angry or wateva. then after the technician came, the lights were flickering on n off for awhile. but we went sigh... when the lights were up, then yay!! when the light was off. it was quite amusing, coz it was like a cycle. "haiz..." "yay!!!!" "haiz..." "yay!!!" so and so forth. haha.. but sadly, it still gt back on but we wasted sufficient time liao. haha. so i think that would be the most exhilirating maths lect ever.
morning assembly was real short today. so shuang. record of 7.42am when it concluded, was a prelude to wat was to come at the maths lect. haha..
been a long n tiring week or two, preparing for my 2 upcoming maths tests.. need to preserve on. somehow my econs n phys is improving more than maths, when i'm spending less time on it than b4... hrmm... phys is like that lor.. econs also like that lor.. dont know lar.. maybe it's all an illusion, but it's gd to do be deluded once in a while. lalala~

add on : chatting wif my sec school fren. he went to canada in sec 1. occasionally comes back to s'pore, so cool. it's like 4 yrs liao.. n still can chat a lot. was on quite gd terms.. chat abt all the guys stuff, which would bore some to tears.. so shall not go into details. but the cool thing is that like 4 yrs nvr see, still can chat so nicely. the marvels of tech, n who says tech is bad? all the evil GP brain-washing. tsk tsk. it's quite obvious that who r those frens that can last longer, like those whom u would like talk to, go out even after going diff ways. then those that dont even remain in contact or wat so ever, r like can forget it liao... even u try to talk to them, prob get monosyllabic replies or something on that line. so it's gd to have those that u can be frens for long :)

add on 2: as we all know it's the 7th month in the lunar calendar, i was walking towards to the PE store... to return some stuff along.. then while walking down the deserted pathway leading to the store.. i sense a eeriness and the door of the store swinged open gentyl just as i was reaching it. hrmm.. could it be me or wat? such a courteous buddy to open the door for me. :p

Sculpted@10:24 pm

43 days n counting. how much time left to promos. i need to work. basing on my current pathetic standard, i could get promoted and take 4 subs still.. but obviously, tt's nt enuff..
anyway, i will mug from now on. i shall complete all my tutorials and all the extra but essential stuff. wish me luck~

okay.. anyway, just failed another maths test... wonder wat's going wrong.. i felt so tensed up during the maths test. lost all my composure and most of my marks. i knew the exact method to do all the questions, but i press calculator wrongly for one, omitted reading a piece of critical information, read wrongly for another... sigh... i need to regain my confidence in doing these questions.. it could be due to under-preparation, thus i will mug all my tutorials from now on.

been preparing for interact installation as emcee. quite a fun experience. it's nt so easy to be an emcee as i thot. need to watch pacing etc... all the crappy stuff for oral, but then have to keep cool and calm, with a gentle push of ur lips for that gentle smile. argh.. a nice experience nevertheless.. after all, if cock up, wont really die rite? :D

that day, i was looking back at my 8 months in HC. i just realised sadly that it has evolved to a very sad state, for me at least. primarily, because of my class.. it's just too sad lar... work could play a part, but still i feel that my class's dynamics r getting rather sad. at first, the class could gel rather well.. orientation, CNY, JTS, n all the fun n exciting stuff. then slowly, pple started to click.. relations seem to turn bad. though there are some that become really gd, but still, it saddens me to see that some has worsen. it has evolved to like my senior class. for them, the girls n guys r well seperated. then locals n scholars r oso. the scholar n local thing, i dont really care.. but for the other type, i just think that it's just so disappointin..

feeling very exhuasted, be it mentally, physically or wat.. but need to hang on, for my own self, my own sake. it's time to work for my own

Sculpted@11:10 pm

It's a long time since i last blog. anyway, i found my little black organiser, left it under my phys tut. table. quite dumb actually, to get worried all over it. haha

Had much fun this 2 days. Had "celebration" for national day, then go CnB outing after that. Nothin much to say abt celebrations so i shall say abt my CnB outing.

Intention was to go sushi buffet from 3pm to 9pm all the way, but lasted till around 6pm only, so disappointing. starved ourselves a bit till 3pm, played pool to pass a bit of time, walked around a bit, before finally settling at the sushi buffet. i tink the sushi pple could be quite pissed wif us, coz at that time, we the only ones there eating 1st, and we made them prepare a lot of sushi. all in all, i think 8 pple ate around 100(?) plates of food. gt sushi, fried food n self-made sashimi. to do that, we took/ordered salmon on top of rice sushi, then we disposed of the rice and ate the salmon sashimi style. we disposed of so much rice that it was rolled into a nice large rice ball. had to hide it from the management, so wont get charged for surplus food. more ever, the sakae pple counted 7 of us in there only, haha.. so we gt to eat a lot of food, yet saved ourselves money. gt one episode while eating quite funny... we were playing cards there, then suddenly realise gt 1 missing card. we searched high n low for it, even wondering did it gt on to the conveyor belt some how, then end up it was stuck wif another card. -_-" wasted half an hour doing that, quite dumb. i have a knack of losing things recently.. must be some star clashing wif my guardian n birth star i think, so sad. :(

today, went to celebrate my classmate's bdae wif a bbq. was quite a nice affair. at 1st went to buy the foodstuff, and brought too much of it at the end of the day, had to stuff ourselves wif food to finish it. then went to my fren house to slack till fire-starting time. i brought my precious black box there, then end up playing it for a short while only.. had i knew then shouldnt have brought it there.. then at the bbq, gobbled down quite some food, bbq stuff and had my enjoyable prawns in sambal chilli. had a great choosing prawns, i was frantically trying to remember how to choose, coz my frens didnt. so i applied the check the prawn's head method, rejecting all those prawns that looked unfresh. also, i suspect my fren was a prawn in his past life, coz throughout my prawn eating session, i was being scolded evil for eating the prawn. prawn-rights activist. i had to finish my roll of film today, so was taking quite a bid of dumb photos.. gt this one me in the baby pool, n one wif me holding a hoe and posing in a communist style. haha. okay okay.. i was really bored n needed to waste film so yar... was quite a successful outing in a sense, 10+ pple attended, was hoping for more, but oh well... it's kinda expected in a sense. was playin indian poker for awhile b4 going home.. quite dumb, with truth or dare as forfeit. feeling tired now.. still gt a busy 3 more days to go, anyway hoped my classmate enjoyed her birthday. :)

Sculpted@12:07 am

as my title suggests, i lost my organiser :(
this is highly sadden-ing for me.
my little black book has all the nice impt details of hwork which i'm suppose to mug for.
also include details of meeting time/venue etc.
it is indeed a very great lost, hope i can recover it soon enuff..
dont remember takin it out at all.. must go a lot of places to go dig for it.. sigh :(
probably is in LT or wat.. but was thinking of some one stealing it, but there's apparently no motive for anyone to do so. sigh :( could be some one playing a prank or wat.. but i dont know.. have to go search tml.
just one more day to survive throught then can have my 5 day break. though i need this time to go n catch on my maths tutorial, coz gt a stupid test coming around the corner.. gt to do something to pull my horrendous maths grade up.

Sculpted@10:32 pm