9.16.2004
I think it's more of a very early morning entry anyway. 1.42am now. been doing some maths for 2 hours, n now is enjoying my cup noodles. all these made possible by a fantastic 2 hour nap, the chillingly nice weather n computer. Think the lack of sleep is getting to me...
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I think i've something against my Section A Maths. I have 9 uncompleted tutorials as of today. While for the rest of my subs and Sect. B maths, i have completed all the tutorials. Hrmm.. maybe i should stop avoiding my Sect. A tutorials, but there seems to be great inertia in going about doing them.. FYI : Sect. A includes Differentiation, Integration, Trigo, Curve Sketching. Maybe that explains my hatred of "advanced" mathematical operations as well?
School tidbit: For hiding of unauthorised materials for emergency purposes can successful, if one chooses the firehose reels located conveniently around to be the hiding place. Cellos has been reported to be hidden there for convienence sake as well.
Went to AWWA special school today for interact stuff again. Was reflective n insightful. Looking at those kids really pains one. But i really think that there's great sastification to be derived from helping them, especially when they are happy and are enjoying themselves. Was cajoled into playing the piano, which i've been alienating for 1 yr plus plus... and i can't remember scores at all.. and i was throwing my face there.. but when i played some of the simple tunes and the kids were really excited about it, it makes me feel that nearly 10 years of slogging on the piano was worth it.
Viewing my life with respect to my visit to the school today, i feel that for everyone there's a set of difficulties to be overcomed. For some is to do well for studying, etc. Yet i feel that achieving n conquering these difficulties are nothing compared to help other overcome their difficulties. It could be just to help them walk properly, to communicate effectively, or to teach/help them be able to take care of oneself. But i think that it can be felt, the happiness n sastification. To some others, walking, running, communicating are innate ablities, but we should never take for granted these ablities that with are blessed with. For when things are taken or lost or given up, one have to accept it then, but probably with regret.
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