9.07.2004
Celebrated my Bro's 21st bdae today. a simple affair actually, had dinner @ some buffet place, which my mum thinks it's fantastic but i kinda find it sucky. anyway, tt's beside the point, my bro n i were fooling around wif the new digicam that my dad brought. muhaha.. for those who are yet to know, i'm dangerous wif a camera. i'll be sniping and shooting at will!!
okay.. tt's a bit lame.. but i like snaping many photos. anyway, i was at this fountain thing, where the jets of water r shooting @ random from under a platform, then i was attempting to cross the platform and back, avoid getting wet in the process. obviously i failed, even fell down, but still it was great fun~ :)
oh yar.. then went to visit my brother's hostel unit. quite a small one.. tt's where it leads me to the peep into uni. life. 1stly, pple dont slp there. at 10.15pm, there's pple playing squash, STARTING to mug and play inter-block games and still hanging out and stuff like that. it's quite a happening place.. and there seems to be like so many activities and plans for the day, and nights are filled wif catching up to do. like no need to slp like that. i thot JC was tough wif work, CCA n all to juggle, but i looked at uni, n i was stunned. studying has to be sneaked in here and there, n it's everyone for him or herself with regards to that... it's like a 24-7 society where u can sense that u r always missing out on a certain activity no matter wat. n can oso like make lots of frens, widen the scope of social circle, but depth is a totally different matter. anyway, i think uni is a place where many things can easily go wrong. like living solo, under pressure n influence, can make one play too much, neglect studies, then miss out some gd n bright job opportunites and such. also, can lead to undesirable situation btw guys n girls. the girls there are dressed rather skimply n there's no clear definition btw boys and girls dorm. it's quite easy for things to go wrong.
i feel so old.. it's been like yesterday where i first stepped foot in my seconday school, where i still remebering sitting in the canteen eatin the horrible beef noodles (which i never ate for the rest of my secondary school life). in a yr or 2 time, i would be alumi for JCs, then army would come n go, it's all like a breeze, everything flowing so fast. as i was saying to my fren today, sooner or later, we would be 20, then 30, then 60, considering retirement. yet when we hate it the most, time seems to tickle past so agonisingly slow, but time seems to fly when we r enjoying. hrmm... only through time things heals, only through time one differentiate our true frens from those superficial ones.
Only in time.
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