12.05.2004
sorri man.. long time no blog. been busy lately n the comp is down. so it's a rare chance to use my bro's laptop to blog. for those that constantly checked my blog, i thank u for ur effort n i do appreciate it :D
anyway, been busy wif preparation for my soccer n NAC comp. the NAC comp pract is almost everyday n they demand rather high standard from everyone. maybe coz it's a small grp or wat.. but seems that individual brilliance with team cohesion is essential for success. anyway, progressing well there.. but still kinda need to work much harder. hopefully can win someting or wat.. justify y i aint in taiwan now on an all-expense paid trip. sigh..hope interact grant me another chance nxt yr or wat.
soccer preparation is going on rather fine as well.. but my fitness is kinda bad.. in fact very very horrible. need to run more, build up strength etc. hope to make it to the team (who doesnt wish for that?) haha.. i think i need to obtain better shin gurads. the ones i have currently r kinda lousy n i'm suffering from rather painful shin bruises.. maybe i slide too hard or wat.. but still could be minimised.. think i might get send off soon if i dont watch my tackles, but that's a defender's job. so maybe i practice more accurate n clean tackles, as well as, other defensive techniques. target will be that to make sure the left flank of the opponent is of no threat at all to my team. ambitious? :P
kinda forsee my holis been spent finish liao.. gt CO chalet, then ANOTHER m'sia trip, then almost school reopen liao. gt to do my work, it's J2 liao, buck up liao. anyway, sounds kinda boring... school, mug, school, mug, school, mug, test. haiz... bleak :(
for now.. kinda living for the moment, DOTA, play, go out as much as i can. which is wat i cant do at school. anyway, dont think too much abt school.
gt kinda of regrettable thing to say.. had my classmate's celebration today. the youngest in class one. haha.. but attendance was kinda pathetic.. coz few pple pulled out last minute.. kinda disappointing especially for the birthday girl. i feel that the present doesnt matter.. neither does its costs. i think the best bdae gift n wish is to spend time wif the person, be it just a simple meal or wat. though material items r in the vogue now, but somehow i always view differently those that give me a card on my bdae. i do appreciate presents, but somehow words would really convey the wishes from the sender. anyway, i hope that my classmate wont mind it.. n i want to apologise to her... for not being able to do a better job :(
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