2.23.2005
Been having much soccer friendlies n trng recently. Getting quite a bit of bruises and gashes as well. L Been performing averagely only for the recent time frame.. hope that it would be suffice to hold a place in the final team of 20. Seems that competition is very tough this year wif so many good players vying for those few limited spots. Then, CO oso have to “cut squad” as well for SYF. Shall have to find some means to juggle both and perform well in these 2 aspects.
Recently, been very very slack. Did minimum amt of work.. and I think it’s about time to start doing again, but some how the motivation is lacking.. having great amounts of inertia and BT is round the corner. How sian.. but that is the life of j2. quite glad nt taking S papers, or else I would be like so dead. I really need 25 hours a day, or the ability to teleport or create clones if I took S papers. But fate has it that I’m nt overly pushed.
Anyways, things been going rather well, with many things to be glad of J But still improvement could be done, especially certain friendships which r kinda in a very stagnant phrase, even declining if I must add. It really takes 2 hands to clap, no matter how much one tries, if the other party just don’t care, it becomes a case of “good try”. To try harder is also not really feasible, after all, the harder u try, the more negative effects it may result in, so sometimes I wonder why bother… But then again, there r still some others whom r the complete opposite and make life all the more enjoyable and happening! Haha :D
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