2.06.2005
i feel in the CNY mood.
the mood where one just does ntg but eat, slp, play, get red packets and basically enjoy life.
no more tutorial doing for a week! but have to do smtg for the econs lect test on monday.. shall work a bit once i wake up :) homework is managable nowadays, but CCAs still keeps me rather busy.
just went for CO CNY reunion dinner today.. nt a very well attended event, wif there being more seniors than juniors, despite the fact that it's suppose to be after their CO orientation.. i remember last year, there was like so many people there, everybody was busy enjoying themselves and i think it was ever since that day that my section got off well together :) then had all the numerous outings which also contributed to the camaraderie. but nowadays, it seems hard for this to continue onto the next generation.. then "pei" my fren home on the way to avoid being a lightbulb on the way back. the awkwardness of being a lightbulb is one of the worse possible feelings that one has to endure and i'm not interested in repeatedly feel it. after all, i do get enough of it last year in my class and this is year is not really too much of an exception. but more importantly oso could use the time to talk wif my fren n benefit the frenship :)
final selection of soccer team is coming up.. dont know whether i will survive the cut.. nevertheless have to continue to at least to maintain the fitness level in order to be ready if i do get selected. hope that after so long a period of hard-work, it would pay-off.
learned/realised a few important things recently:
1) everyone is entitled to his/her own view. i realised that one cannot judge any based on one's own thinking, but to take into account the other's view and not to try to impose one own's thinking on to the person. applies extremely prominently to things pertaining in my class, especially with the situation being in some form of an equilibrium.
2) not to shoot one's mouth off. have this problem ever since, being trying hard to correct it, but there has been the occassional slip. it's really damm sian sometimes, when just a sentence can just decimate everything.
3) to steel against the fluctuations of the heart. this is necessary on as to be able to keep focus on more important things n let emotions unnecessarily affect me.
4) to accept things more readily. this is not asking one to be accept all n every single thing, but it's more of to take things in a "open" manner especially bad ones. after all, must be like the chinese saying : " na2 de2 qi3, fang4 de2 xia4." must be to accept things, n move on.
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