5.15.2005
Why am i so affected by you?
Regardless of how much i tell myself not to see,
i still do register every movement, look n word.
Yet, sometimes i'm afraid to face you...
courage seems to falter at the critical moment..
i just dont know wat to do or say in front of you.
But the aura of you around seems to bear on me.
Half my mind daydreams.. yet i know so little.
I want to know more.. but how to?
Somehow i always been hopeful of things,
but reality is indeed perssimistic.
Sometimes i wish it will be out of sight, out of mind
yet it seems i'll have to continue with this.
Sculpted@12:31 am