6.15.2005
bah.. just when i wanted to slp, i decided to snack.
but it turned out to be gd, for i found my old cat high graduation cd. within it contained lots of videos, n a ppt. i must say looking at the photo, it does bring out laughs looking at how small n innocent i once were. and looking back at the delightful times i had in there, i cant help but feel for it. though now, i don't feel much for the current administration there... even though it's so close to my house, it's alien to me now... but the old cat high, that was different. there was the delicious canteen food, the crapping in class, the daily enjoyment of soccer. all these sorely missed... wat was most memorable was the trips n excursions out of singapore, out of school... so many of them... and all seems so nice n gd. yet, there's no doubt of a few bad memories here n there, but looking bad at it, those were just tiny spites of anger n pettiness. easily forgotten.
so now, though i rarely come into contact wif any of my sec. school frens, coz of jc n subj. combi choice... it was sadly true i nvr forged a strong n concrete bond wif most of my sec. school mates, but whenever we met on the streets or wat.. there would be always something to talk abt and joke abt. this is something not achievable wif anyone, even those that i know well in jc, it's kinda not possible.
pple say, sec school is where u find ur best frens. to this i have my doubts, but certainly, i enjoyed a great of my time in there... contrasting to now, on a holisitic n group lvl, cat. high was indeed much more exciting n grand. only on the individual, personal level, then can i feel beta for, in my jc.
sadly, the current on-goings now in the cat. high coporate has put me off totally.. from a school to a coroporation... as of my current enrolment, forms of such a metamorphsis is on it's way.
nevertheless, people defines the school. frens i would make out of the people. frens that last.
Sculpted@3:00 am
