7.20.2005
Much thots swirling in my brains now.. and i just felt to release out of me, record it down. regardless of the time. so here i am wif a diary entry.
finished Harry Potter (HP) 6.
believe that the book has advanced the story line well. snape ain't no traitor, but how he keeps out his apparent "double-agent" role is unknown. occulmency saves ur ass against he who had 7 soul fragments? but nevertheless, it's a fine line tread by one. somehow i have a feeling that through the books, the plot was built up for the final one. all the quidditch, and other crap r just minor distractions. but implanted within each of the books are devices and hints of the eventual finale. however, i believe to enshine the series into the legacy of classics, Rowling has to do out wif something that transcends potter killing voldemort or vice versa. something grand no doubt, something proud, bordering on arrogance even. but that will be a truly deserved final touch. the relationships mention within the book are just side shows, simply something to "spice" it up differently, considering that the characters are older and more liberal. in some sense, HP ventures into the familiar grounds of good v.s. evil, but the touch of magic through the books are wat differentiates it from others. wat attracted me to the series, was no doubt the fact the mention of magic and magic at work plays on my imagination and interest.
departing the imaginary world, the pracitalities of the world are pulling ever tighter on my neck. "A" levels is indeed round the corner. results ain't sasitifactory at all. though it took long enough, but i seem to overcome the inital inertia, but not early enough to save me for the blocks. as always, the basic of a practical life and existence must be achieved. i have some to say abt my "class", but i'm just simply too exasperated and past the point of hope to comment now. in fact, i think i've lamented to so many people that i'm at the verge of just whining.
gladly, i've more or less discarded the chains of certain issues. i somehow learnt of tell-tales signs, recognising especially the entourage that will always be around. but a jolt would make me look longer than usual and cause me to think again for a short awhile of things that could have happened and realisitc things that should have happened.
this reminds me. i somehow scraped thru the pilot computerised tests. was comtemplating much of a career as a military pilot. weighted the pros and cons... it is a once in a lifetime opportunity, but at wat cost would this chance be at? nevertheless, to fulfil an ambition which i hold to this very day, i will try my very best to earn my wings. i just only wish that the other more neglected areas of my life would be hopefully compensated in the future.
Sculpted@2:51 am
