8.28.2005
finally school is over. no more mad rushing of tutorials, no more dragging oneself to attend lectures. it's time for something even better, stay at home n mug one's heart out. 14 days of muggin straight out. beyond muglike
when i left school last friday, i didnt feel anything. looking back, was i suppose to feel anything? like it's the last day of school, i shuld be sad? i dont know.. i felt it just another normal day. though i would be seeing less of my classmates, but i just dont know... i mean no doubt jc gave me a lot more frens, closer ones as well. but they r mostly outside my class... i think maybe i'm missing out on "unity fun" n "unity spirit", if u get wat i mean. no playing of sports tgt (that's why i dont bother going to pe anymore), no going out tgt for lunch after school (it's a sin not to mug for them) n the list goes on.
still i sometimes wonder whether i should have gone to a s6 class. guess i didnt include the most impt factor when making the decision last year. class spirit. but then again, in such a class, i could have much fun in a group, but yet find it hard to find individual friends. while now, it's kinda the opposite, i'm not sure i should be glad? or should i be contended n stop whining?
Sculpted@1:36 am
