9.08.2005
muggin takes away all the chance to keep in touch wif frens n all. everybody is like mug mug mug. maybe those that still keep in contact are those that truly can be gd frens wif... sadly, life is ironic. a few of those that i wanna talk to, doesn't wanna talk much wif me.. even if do, it's on such a shallow level. just ask abt studying progress, blah blah blah.. maybe pple r busy or wat? but when u r on msn, u shuld be kinda free eh?
no doubt that i have more frens, and better ones even now than compared to the past. but i do cherish all. frens i had, frens i have now, frens i will have. wat troubles me is in the "had" catergory... consistently thinking of how to salvage things.. thinking of how to totally newly befriend a person again. but to no avail. so how? give up? i hate giving up. but sometimes to make it work, it really takes 2 hand to clap. no matter how hard i swat and swipe wif one hand, it wont create anything.
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