finally, my 1st SAF saga is over. the enlistment saga.
it all started when my frens recieved their letters for january, and everyone was asking each other when was their enlistment date. i was completed stunned when all of a suddenly when pple were quizzing each other and i had no letter. so i lamented about my luck and being stuck in april batch.
so after a week or 2, the april letters arrived. still, i gt no letter. this started to cause me some worry. july-ness would be real bad.
thus after discussion with a few un-enlistment buddies, the course of action taken was to spam MINDEF. which i did today.. think made a total of like 5 calls in 3 hours, and then they all tell me, they dont have my NAPFA results, thus cannot decide my enlistment date. it's (@&()#&@*(&#Q
stupid admin screw up that just wasted my 3 more months. shall decide after a's on wat to do.. maybe a solo hitch-hiking trip...?
anyway, taxi-ed from school to CMPB, after obtaining my NAFPA results. then within 15 mintues, i gt my enlistment date. it's really ... ... had i not called those @&(&$Q()#*, i would nvr had known that there were screwing my enlistment date around just coz they didnt get some shit. i mean shouldnt they like inform u that u r missing some documents thus they cant enlist u??? is it gonna be the start of the wonderful SAF? i'll be waiting to see.
anyway, it's 8th april, 2.30pm.

Sculpted@10:31 pm

i just realised that i almost count the amount of days till A lvls starts with my 2 hands. this is kinda bad?
hrmm.. not exactly been working hard. taking time to slack off here n there...
getting myself bruised on the street soccer court w/o shoes on a rainy day is like a sole highlight so far.. iodine is now successfully but painfully applied to these bruises.

it's been a long time that i've since chatted with most of my better frens. maybe it's the lack of clashing of online times, meeting times in schools, or mostly everyone just plain mugging. so yeah, must chat wif these pple again if i ever see them again...

on a sad side, i think communicating with another particular fren has gone down the drain again... it's reduced to "hi, bye"... come to think of it, now that she has grown long hair, she been much more prettier :), but inherently there's like not much chance for us to talk or wat. last time, there was cca day, where i really enjoyed talking to her, and it made the comm. service much much more enjoyable and entertaining. but lamenting doesnt help, for i think i did screw up a few chances to talk to her in the past, due to some external influences and such, and maybe i portrayed the wrong message to her.. sadness :"(

on a brighter side, i guess army really has help re-bind guys tgt. all of a sudden, guys have a common topic to talk about, and it's quite nice? dont know the correct word to put, but the idea's there. so yeah :)
on a side note, dearest mindef has not given me my letter. it's @&#$^&@#^
shall spam them soon.

Sculpted@1:52 am

spent a rather long but moderately muggin session today in school.
but all this was made possible by the wonderful bookshop auntie. while mugging phys today, i happily read my notes and decided to start on practice. but horrors of horrors, i left my tys at home! so i decided to borrow 1, ran to my phys tutor desk (he was ill), called up a few frens (all at home...), but as u can see, all failed. but then when i asked the bookshop auntie, she was willingly to loan me a tys readily, and that was like how nice. as such, me was able to conduct mugging session effectively.
shall probably camp a few days in school to get more work done.

Sculpted@2:02 am

b4 i start nicely, i must first talk about the beloved SAF/MINDEF. while almost all my guy frens around me are getting their enlistment letters for jan, me has no green letter. it's true wat my bro says, SAF NEVER gives u wat u want. for me, the true reason i want to get in there early is that simply i would not have to worry abt 3 months of nothing to do.. loneliness has been a new companion in recent times, and i must say that it's really new to me. ever since i could remember, i always been involved in some form of activity here n there... but the only way to convince myself now is that studying is also an worthwhile activity. no doubt it's necessary, but i sometimes just feel blur n empty with nothing but books in front of me. oh well.. so anyway, to go army early would save me the trouble of finding activites to idle time away... and would chase away much idleness.

3 more weeks to A's. Considering my dismal prelim grades, i think i would need much much miracles to get sastifactory results. but one thing kinda moralising. last day of school, VP showed us this list of pple shooting insanely high from prelim to A's. sure did gave me a lift :)

apparently, last day in my JC was concluded on friday. no picture taken, no farewell notes, no sense of attachment? i find it grossly contradictory. though i nvr had really gd frens in my sec. school, i felt slightly attached to it... remembering things unique from cat. high. e.g. daily routine of removing n re-attaching the 7 metal buttons. however, in hc, though i have much more gd frens, i don't feel attached to the institution itself. just that when i do go back, i just hope to see my frens.

i'm just feel v.glad at times when i know that i have made many more gd frens that i ever i did in 2 years, than in the previous 16. though i had to paid certain "sacrifices", which i'm quite sure some could have been avoided. but that be history. but sometimes, stimulus would appear out of nowhere, and remind me of the past. it was fantastic to re-live the memories, but sadness would follow after. sadness from realising the fact that memories would stay memories and would never happen again. sadness from see-ing things degenerate to depths, previously thot impossible. the only way to salvage is by taking them as gd memories and invaluable lessons, nothing more.

Sculpted@10:00 pm

BAH! wanted to blog, but 60 mins has passed, and nothing concrete is out still!
shall give up on trying to verbalise my thots for now.
all kinda of mindflow and thoughts are whirling within me... they are going round n round, making me unable to have a concrete grasp of any. but still they continue to bombard me with "apparently random" assorted mental images.
sometimes, i'm quite glad i have to study. studying occupies the mind, forces it to concentrate on the numbers and letter only.
jiu bu yong qu xiang biao de le
in quite a lousy n vexed mood today. shall go rest..

Sculpted@1:30 am

was bored, n decided to kope blog quizzes again :D

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4 and type it here:

For God's sake, let us be men

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? my computer table

3. What is the last thing you watched on Tv? powerpuff girl movie :p

4. Without looking, guess what the time is. 11.15pm

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 12 midnight. -_-

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? water splashing

7. When did you last step outside? For dinner

8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at? soccernet

9. What are you wearing? home use only shorts

10. Did you dream last night? yeah

11. When did you last laugh? not too long ago

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in? air-con, puzzle, clock, switchs for lights, fan, night lamp, some wires, curtains

13. Have you seen anything weird lately? nope

14. What do you think of this quiz? huh?

15. What is the last film you saw? The myth.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? teleporter

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: ?

18. Do you like to dance? yeah, but i suck at it, though i was once dance IC.

19. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Hildra

20. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? dont know

21. Would you ever consider living abroad? yup.

Sculpted@11:35 pm