12.23.2005
back from bangkok 2 days ago, off to m'sia in a few hours time. yay! more holidays fun. i dont really get sick of travelling :p
anyways, bangkok was rather un-exciting. but going wif family is that matters. spend some time tgt, have some fun tgt, yeah. brought a fair bit of stuff from bangkok as well, so shalln't spend on shopping in m'sia.
went out wif ytn yesterday to sort of have her farewell b4 she flies off to beijing for dont know how long. spend a few hours chatting, catching up. but she look rather tired, probably accumulated from too much packing not done. tsk. talked about a few more personal topics and i must say it was rather fun. chatting always has this ability to sort of like heal up a bit, make things clear and understand each other better :)
narnia-ed today wif fbn n sn. narnia was excellent imo! though fbn had to be late AGAIN for like 2++ hours. late oso for my bdae present as well, but it's v.nice and practical (from april onwards). so thnx! before fbn came, met up wif sn for dinner, coz i guess it's a result of circumstance. gt a shocked when i recieved the news, [and caused my phantom assasin to lose godlike spree :( ]
truthfully, i really cant communicate well wif sn. there's like nothing too much in common to talk abt. there was often some awkward silences in between and it was rather challenging in a manner. besides, i failed to take into account she came str8 from her job, so i wasn't dress in a matching manner. but then again, she did dress rather prettily :p
nevertheless, cannot click means cannot click lor.. it's just seems to be tough :( guess my choice in the past was a v.bad impulse in a time of unstability. but mistakes are sometimes meant to be made, and to learn from. i'm just wonder how to develop a natural ease in btw that can talk readily...
in juggling, i'm abt to drop a ball again. though it's a different ball this time. it's jwg in colour. i guess it's gradually losing control. i tried to re-control, tried to start convo, tried to get things going again.. but the ball seems not wanting to? maybe the ball is feeling ill n not in the mood? but sometimes it's one too many times. oh well, shall see how i guess.
Sculpted@12:20 am
12.16.2005
back in my mugging period, i was purely exhuasted. and i thot i would not re-experience the period of extreme fatigue and that it would be impossible to play till one is tired. but how wrong i'm.
i'm very very tired. my wish of going out everyday seems to be working too much for me. seriously speaking, every since A's finished, i've been out every single day. addin on is the personal torment i put my body. slping at 4am? waking up at 1pm earliest, having 2 meals a day is hardly healthy at all. my body clock seems to have prevent me from slping anything earlier than 1am. but all i can say is that i've no regrets. i'm over-playing and over-enjoying myself. never thot this was possible :)
prom was gd!
photo links as follows.
http://community.webshots.com/user/zstrome
took pictures wif all the pple i wanted and even had some bonuses! anyway, went to indochine for some smoke, drink, see-ing pple dance after that. my clsmates refused to go wif me, so oh well, guess they went home n enjoyed themselves eh?
spent a fair bit on some nice clothes which could be wore even on more casual occasions :) i believe it's a gd investment. talk a bit wif a few frens, but i guess it'll be even harder to see them in the future. wif army and wat not :(
okay, bangkok beckons and after the, more catchin up wif frens and relatives. guess i need to start doing some clearing n packing after xmas. and find a weekend part time job before my mindef appointment. yeah, oso need to read a bit and brush on some chinese, so as not to lose touch wif words and stuff.
Sculpted@2:45 am
12.05.2005
a short update b4 i go off to meleka. been a real busy week. i'm slping rather little, coz been playing a bit too much. that's gd though :)
tuesday, went to the zoo! wif dense club. it was rather fun, looking at all the animals, inc. baboons n boars n etc. though the counter lady selling tickets shuld improve her attitude. n gt a lion from them as a bdae present, n i guess i was rather idiotic at the lion exhibit wif my soft toy lion :p
then between tues n thursday, had class chalet, though no many pple turned up... and it's like damm far away. besides, it was rather boring to stay in there. i mean PS2, cards, board games are fun, but when u play them the WHOLE day, it's a bit tough. as such, i decided to help that rather insane cls mate of mine to sell the goods for one day. i say, one day in sales, sure taught me a lot of things. and bugis sure had a lot of "interesting" things to look out for. like there was this "couple" that walked in. i seriously thot it was one male n one female. but no... it's was 2 girls. then i was in quite a shock, for the "guy" looked as man as almost any other guy i see. -_-
friday, went to some RSAF officer seminar. if i'm lucky, i'm get jan enlistment! yay to that! but it's only probably. so i'll keep my fingers crossed.
saturday, went to kbox. it must be said that i sing really really bad, but that didnt stop me from enjoying myself. i thot it was quite nice to have the bdae song on the kbox system, n been given a present at the same time :) watched aeonflux as well, as my brother said, "the girl is chio". that's all to it? haha..
sunday, was spent playing WE9 in the mornings and then went looking for stuff. decided to go against doing anything to my hair. it's too short :(
but i saw a VERY nice white leather jacket wif a matching shirt. n i thot it would be gd to wear for prom, but the price pawned me :( i shall go m'sia n have a look ard, and if not, i'll pray that the shop still have the sizes by the time i'm back.
Sculpted@12:39 am