12.23.2005
back from bangkok 2 days ago, off to m'sia in a few hours time. yay! more holidays fun. i dont really get sick of travelling :p
anyways, bangkok was rather un-exciting. but going wif family is that matters. spend some time tgt, have some fun tgt, yeah. brought a fair bit of stuff from bangkok as well, so shalln't spend on shopping in m'sia.
went out wif ytn yesterday to sort of have her farewell b4 she flies off to beijing for dont know how long. spend a few hours chatting, catching up. but she look rather tired, probably accumulated from too much packing not done. tsk. talked about a few more personal topics and i must say it was rather fun. chatting always has this ability to sort of like heal up a bit, make things clear and understand each other better :)
narnia-ed today wif fbn n sn. narnia was excellent imo! though fbn had to be late AGAIN for like 2++ hours. late oso for my bdae present as well, but it's v.nice and practical (from april onwards). so thnx! before fbn came, met up wif sn for dinner, coz i guess it's a result of circumstance. gt a shocked when i recieved the news, [and caused my phantom assasin to lose godlike spree :( ]
truthfully, i really cant communicate well wif sn. there's like nothing too much in common to talk abt. there was often some awkward silences in between and it was rather challenging in a manner. besides, i failed to take into account she came str8 from her job, so i wasn't dress in a matching manner. but then again, she did dress rather prettily :p
nevertheless, cannot click means cannot click lor.. it's just seems to be tough :( guess my choice in the past was a v.bad impulse in a time of unstability. but mistakes are sometimes meant to be made, and to learn from. i'm just wonder how to develop a natural ease in btw that can talk readily...
in juggling, i'm abt to drop a ball again. though it's a different ball this time. it's jwg in colour. i guess it's gradually losing control. i tried to re-control, tried to start convo, tried to get things going again.. but the ball seems not wanting to? maybe the ball is feeling ill n not in the mood? but sometimes it's one too many times. oh well, shall see how i guess.
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