1.01.2006
HAPPY 06 everyone!
all i can say is that i'm glad 2005 is behind me. the terrible A's finally history. my results will be left to be seen, and i guess it will be NUS for me. was able to forge stronger frenships in 05 and really glad abt it :) though i must say that be only of my few achievements. CCA-wise, it was a rather disappointing year, but i guess i learned from my mistakes and mis-judgement of pple's trust n faith. well, in the upcoming year, army will pawn me :( but there's WORLD CUP 2006 to look forward to! so yay to that for now :) but i guess army would teach many many things to me, and i would be glad to learn them, though preferably in the soft way.
everyone's definition of achievement is different. for me, one way i take great pride is in organising a date that both would enjoy. well, on the 31st i must say i achieved, for it could be even said as the 1st time i felt as such. no dobut the research was quite a fair bit, but it pays its rightful dividends, for this was one of the best times out. though activities were still influenced by a large share of random-ness and getting lost (well, the stupid website didnt give me a map at all), but sometimes all that matters is the company :) add a heart to heart chat into it and it's simply more than enuff. though i had some other "trick" up my sleeve, but i guess the horrendously big crowd didnt allow it :( anyways, i'm greatly contend as it is indeed a one of the best possible way to end the year!
i think i must get this off my chest, in order for me to be able to have some proper night's rest.
what you said on that train could be a passing comment, but i doubt such randomness exists. but if it's, then ignore wateva's below. i guess maybe i'm have just imaginating things if that's the case.
well, you did caught me off-guard for a moment, but i guess practicality will have to take priority. when i was stressed on 30th nite, the most impt cause was of what shuld i do yesterday. army is beckoning, u have ur commitments and it would be unfair to ask u for anymore. i will of coz respect ur wish. wait for u, i shall. though i have some how i fear it may one of the greatest regret in my life, for not doing anything more as of now. i would like to be proven wrong. moreover, there's a small selfish part of me that just wants more, but i guess that part shuld stay small.
all the best for year 2006! and thank you for ur company, card n clock!
to start a relationship, many factors must fall in place. all i hope is that in the future, nothing would be amiss.
Sculpted@2:34 am
