Favourites. colour: azure, the colour of a tranquil sea food: Depends highly on my mood, can range from prata to chicken chop. Usually the company makes the difference song: Tina Cousins - Pray movie: can't decide? sport: SOCCER, enuff said season: autumn, falling red n yellow maple leaves accompanied by a gentle wind ice cream: vanilla ( n some variations of it)
Currents. mood: pensive taste: bland clothes: black shorts n white very-worn-out-tee desktop: black background toe nail colour: natural surroundings: shared room wif bro annoyance: i got to mug some 500 questions for NS thoughts: a million n one
Firsts. best friend(s): lucas, yaojun. trio of us were best buds in pri school, but that's where it lasted till when we splitted up. crush: nat movie: no idea at all music: no idea at all game: FF7
Lasts. cigarette: i NEVER smoke drink: teh tarik, from my treating of my army mates car ride: taxi to jalan kayu for makan movie: Little Man? phone call: with my mum asking me wat time I am coming home n when i going back in cd played: i'm a proud pirate :)
Have You Ever: dated one of your best friends: Nope, but then again, definition of date? broken the law: regularly been arrested: do anything, but don't ever get caught. i excel at that. skinny-dipped: nope been on tv: can't remember kissed someone you dont know: nah
things you are wearing: clothes 4 things you done today: avoid cleaning my rifle :p, pirate more goodies from the net, played soccer, makan good prata 3 things you can hear right now: my CPU humming, the bass beat of the mp3 being played n my typing 1 thing you do when you’re bored: PS2-ing
one thing i'm glad about is that i have being able to communicate much better wif my camp mates. it makes the 5 days in there much more bearable. in the past, i sometimes felt it was the whole bunk against me. that was rather horrible, even though i told myself to get on wif it. now that it's changed, it's better. on another note, embarrassed i am, but i got to admit that in the rather recent past, i still used to depend a fair bit on out-of-camp pple to get by on a daily basis. this has caused a fair bit of negative effects, but now i occupy my time fully wif magazines n books which i bring in. n of coz, the nightly buzz in bunk. maybe i have to eat my words and that i can make some good frens in army after all?
one funny thing about my weekends, is that on 1 side, i feel that it's a time for me to go out, enjoy, relax. yet sometimes, i feel that such activities borders on the edge of being mindless and useless. as such, i wish that i would rather be doing something productive, like learning some weekend course n such. however, laziness has still trimuph over my short-lived determination. (though i have signed up for driving at least)
some recent circumstances have made me wonder the value that my frens (?) place on relations. no doubt, everyone has their reasons n bursting schedules. while some are willing to squeeze in an hour or 2 to catch up over a simple meal, most will just push it away wif the all powerful "next time". next is a rather subjective term, n i'm sure everyone knows that. as such, it's popularity. blame me for being insecure or kan-jiong, but somehow, "how about in 2 weeks time?" n a little initiative on other's part feels a tad lot better.
then again, i ain't in any position to complain at all.
Sculpted@2:39 am
Profile
Awakened :)
Forging forward
Wishes
To enjoy injury-free soccer
Better understanding
Processing out more junk
