12.18.2006
it's already one month since i last blog?
has it really been that long?
firstly, been taking alot alot of leave n off from the SAF, so i've been inducing myself into what they call the "ORD mood". which basically means one don't give 2 hoots about whatever in the army, and can't wait to get back one's ALMIGHTY PINK CIVILIAN IC. but but but, the very sad fact is that i only ORD nov 07? yeah, very wth. so i think i'm gonna have one hell of a time adapting back to the normal working schedule when the year comes over :(
anyway, xmas is coming up. and very very amazingly, my JC class is having an outing. and with a possible decent turnout rate. for you lucky peeps out there, you all be thinking i'm screwed up, but it's my class. and for all my blasting in the past, it seems that they have defied all expectations. still, i'm keeping my fingers very very cross. much appreciation for the hard work from PRO daniel (Y)
been learning some interesting stuff recently. stuff that seems to be really helpful in my life and even to an extent, powerful. it's even scary sometimes. however, there seems to much of a struggle of morality within me in applying it. it conflicts rather vastly with the asian mindset that i'm brought up on. guess i'll have to be flexible and reach an understanding with both the innate devil and angel within me.
Sculpted@8:48 pm
