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3.09.2007

i wish i could stay the high ground.
i wish i could gladly say i'm ain't bothered.

but it just not the case.
neither can i pin-point to a single person
nor can i narrow it down to a single event.
it's the collective feeling.

do i really deserve such a reputation?
it's not the case that i abhor it, in fact, it's quite desirable
but it's rather the case where i don't think i fit it,
yet?

working hard to live up to it has taken quite some toil.
it can be argued that i shouldn't be forced to adhere to other's opinions
but such is the standard i aim to achieve that it is of the similar effect

failures path the road to success, or so they say.
but i wonder, even with internalising each experience
am i really going in the right direction?
am i really improving?
i want to say i am, i even feel better at it at times
yet, the results lies.
for they fluctuates to both ends of the spectrum.

so, where are you, my angelic hand?
to pull me up and to pat me on the back?



then again, i maybe just trying too hard.
more natural eh?

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To enjoy injury-free soccer
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