8.12.2007
yay to wonderful beach-wear slippers! thnx, tsai :)
but lol to the way ur hair is all messed up and similar to a slping princess.
i wanted to say i had fun and enjoyed their company, but i cant lie, not to myself at least for this time round.
if getting on with life means leaving some others behind, by all means, go ahead. just don't disguise it, it's disgusting. it's one tough lesson i've already learn.
if u just wanna focus attention on urself and talk abt him every 3rd sentence, go ahead. just don't involve me anymore, it's disgusting. and yet, i thot i was only one being self-centred.
and i would be surprised if u did don't ignore this anymore.
edit : 12th august, 3.12pm
i woke up at 7++am and felt immediately perturbed. been giving plenty of thought about the whole matter, wondering whether i was too harsh about it.
yet i realised the only reason i might regret it, is the consequence. however, i realised the "feared" resulting scenario ain't that much different from the status quo. it's either i've been over-prioritising all the time or asking for similar priority is paramount to asking for the stars.
i, for sure, ain't wanna see things get sniffed out in this manner, yet such things can't be decided by my own.
you've my number. and on the very least, i would remember to reply/callback once i'm done being busy.
oh wait, i forgot, maybe u're really just too busy learning the "i'm-not-liable-to-anyone" shit.
edit 12th aug, 11.24pm
talking to my army mate made me realise i should be content. not that there's no issue or wat now, but just that it shouldn't be that radicalise as i might have previously thought. though i did wish the issues be resolved or migitated at the very least.
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