11.27.2007
i must say, that certain situations has gone surprisingly positive.
though it's really impossible to ask for everything and i still want to do so, but the more things going in the right direction, the better :)
and i shall be shameless for a bit and congratulate myself on a few small masterstrokes i pulled off in the recent week. muhahahha!
and nothing beats a nice little note of appreciation to make one's day :D
Sculpted@11:27 pm
11.18.2007
was at the airport to send off my mum (for her china holiday with her sisters).
saw some rarely seen cousins. those see-only-during-CNY kind. (CNY = chinese new year)
it is quite pleasant to chit-chat and all, especially since it's not CNY when the WHOLE family is there, there's more opportunity. but the astounding fact was that there's suddenly a lot of nephews and nieces. and they all of roughly the same age, like eh, 8-12?
they all had a fun time ganging on me. imagine getting surrounded by 8 kids, grabbing n pulling u hands here and there, demanding to get lifted up to your shoulder for a joy ride and being pushed around on the luggage trolley. worse still, a few of the boys decided that i look too much like a punching bag.
well, i did had a fun time with them, playing, running around a bit and stuff like that. it really helps to laugh, to be jovial, especially after an emotional and self-reflective week. though, i'm not in a hurry to be mobbed by them anytime soon :p
on another note, it seems that some have quite the contrasting personality in real-life (RL) and on-line (OL). in RL, they are approachable and friendly and etc, yet quite the assholes/bitches OL. amazingly, there's also the opposite case of being odd OL, and being real nice RL.
it really baffles me to why it's occuring.
maybe it's just me and i have also such a split personality in OL & RL?
or they could be masking the hidden angst in RL, then only releasing in OL or wat?
don't know... slping time :)
Sculpted@11:27 pm
11.17.2007
as it might be seen, been rather emo the past few days.
but i'm real glad that i'm more or less a lot better.
by no means is the issue being progress in any direction.
but up to this stage, i have done what i can.
it's your serve.
Sculpted@1:05 am
11.13.2007
now i starting to understand a little bit of what a friend felt.
in some sense, i'm really stuck in it.
on one hand, i really wish i can suck it up and recover.
yet, on the other side, it justs so tough.
especially the moments b4 one slps, i love yet fear those moments.
will it ever come true?
i cant help but think too much, just provide me with your touch.
be it negative or positive, it would get me out of this.
Sculpted@10:46 pm
11.11.2007
well, i was supposed to blog about a heck lot of other things but maybe just now yet.
but a short brief of things : income crunch issue is alleviated (found a couple of jobs), i changed my hairstyle rather dramatically and have a much clearer mental picture of direction for the nxt few months.
Sculpted@1:42 am
11.05.2007
in order of celebration for my freedom, pink's my fav. colour for at least today!Yes, ORD!Though i got a real lot to blog about, over the past 3 or 4 months, but this is not the entry for all those. a fair share of things have happened, the "0-1" incident in camp and aftermath, GE --> Rosenstolz, taiwan trip, maybe a special someone, and of coz, the closure of NSF life.honestly speaking, i ain't that HIGH about my ORD. happy enuff, but not over the moon type. no specific reason, but the facade and escapism from camp for a long period of time is finally over. i'm very glad of it.till a much much more detailed entry, and for today, let me revel in my ORD!
Sculpted@1:13 am
