1.10.2008
Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life -- proverbs 4: 23
i'm not much of a religious person, but there are times i always feel these quotes do make a difference. especially so, the above-mentioned one for this past little chapter of time.
as this is finally the end of things, let me pen it down.
am quite sure a few of u might know that i shown a sincere interest in a girl for the past 2-3 months. she was not only a breath of fresh air, but i truly felt intellectually excited, challenged and confused all meshed together. suffice to say, the complexity of emotions can rarely be brought out by mere words alone. through a series of roller-coaster rides, i learnt many many lessons. for that, i must really be thankful.
but yet in a sense, i'm disappointed in the manner that it fizzled out. i would rather take a simple and direct reply to the face, than for you to beat around the bush and create a dire sense of wishy-washy-ness.
must really thank the pple that have helped me, listened, distracted and allowed me to rant when i needed to :) in some ways, i hope i would be able to repay it when the opportunity do arises. even those little messages and phones call to talk about randomly absolutely nothing really serve to help moderate things out :)
thinking of it now, am pleased about myself being rather clean-cut and straight forward towards this whole chapter, though it wouldn't been possible without those helping hands along the way :)
Sculpted@10:58 pm
