2.01.2008
4am.
other than grooving to gwen stefani's 4 in the morning, i feel a sudden desire to blog. blogging in some sense, is like an update for those that read it. and sometimes, a manner for me to sort out my thoughts. verbalise it and maybe on a later date, look through my previous entries and ponder over it.
for this entry, the purpose would be of the latter.
was feeling rather mixed n meshed up just 2 hours ago. a chunk of my ego n self-confidence got blasted off by a sudden but truthful comment. but i'm really very appreciative of msn and frens that only slp at 4am. sometimes, just being there at the right time is all that counts lor :)
but amazingly, it didn't take that long to recover, for reasons i cant fathom myself either.
it's ironic that when i wanted to know her so badly, it wouldn't work. but after re-bouncing, it's just feels so poignant that she was kinda like carrying on the convo, though i still did chip in wat i wanted to as well. but i feel on msn, it takes even more conscious effort to "listen" properly, even though it could be deceivingly easier.
time to end the random ramblings, and time for bed.
Sculpted@3:56 am
