2.18.2008
just back from an unexpectedly long shift at settlers.
but gotta say it was worth it.
in brief, learnt new games, hosted a bdae party and understood the finer mechanics of the working environment there. i must admit, it's insanely complex, despite the appearance being friendly.
i have little inkling of what's going on in between, and the SHOCKING amount of couples in there is mind-blowing.
i often wondered why am i burning my weekends for such a low paying job washing toilets, cleaning dishes and etc. it does indeed sound stupid when i barely have slp and there's a much slack-ier, and better paying job. yet somehow i feel there's something attractive about the whole scenario, maybe it's thrill of playing mind-challenging games and possibly making new friends and etc. as to the second part, i realised that i have been kinda demand for instant results. looking back, i could see the signficant effort that both sides put in for my other relationships over the years and different challenging environments.
as such, i realised i would need to put in more effort myself, invest more and not expecting instant gratification. but i'm quite glad of the progress thus far, though that doesn't mean resting on my laurels :X
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