3.29.2008
I should get an Oscar for putting up such a fabulous show of nonchalance and ignorance. Then again, sometimes i think am i just creating a drama out of nothing, where in actual fact, there wasn't anything to begin with? Yet, when the emotions hit home, i know that is real. and i still do wanna care, but i can't, i won't and i will try not to.
I shouldn't depend on you two so much, but i can't help it. i really do hope it ain't too much of a burden. Am at a lost to express appreciation and gratitude. I hope you two are doing fine yourself as well, not in terms of academics but in all other areas as well :)
I do wanna share about it with others but more often that not, all i need is just an empathic ear ONLY, which seems to be in short supply.
Settlers outing wasn't as successful as i hoped it would be. considering the vast and constant variance in number of people, and those asking for directions, it was one hectic to juggle both sides. though people might pay lip service, but from the actions and atmosphere, it is apparent. at least the cake was nice, and i hope it did end on a neutrally pleasant enough note for all.
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