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3.21.2008

Somehow i suddenly realised i got spare time for myself. I was definitely at an initial loss of what to do, as i have always liked to plan and prepare. this sudden zone of own time seemed so much of a shock, that i'm still slightly reeling from it. gonna take a bath after this, to work out what to do.

met up with jiajia ytd night.
i am simply too lost at words, to coherent illustrate what we talked about. or maybe to some sense, she telling me. in some egoistic manner, i really do hope that it wasn't that one way for her. but it can be more of the 2 way communication, that i have always been looking out for in all others as well.

the key take away has got to be the assurances. the assurance that it wasn't me over-formulating things in other scenarios. the assurance that things would definitely turn for the better, as i have gradually seen for myself as well. the assurance that i would be understood. though initially terrified and shocked by that, but the comfort underneath is insane.
and though i would never be as analytical or sharp, but that's not in any way some form of measurement.

there gotta be reasons why you are #0, right? :)

Sculpted@5:07 pm

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