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4.06.2008

there is a gradual but growing feeling which i can't pin-point.
is it an avid sense of dissatisfaction or is it more like the feeling of being unappreciated?

pondering over, i guess i found the answer to it. but then again, if i will probably get slammed for getting my expectations wrong again. though in some sense, it's all about giving w/o expecting to return, but i'm very much human. that makes it increasingly difficult to do as such.

being busy is relative. i admit that i use it as a shield sparsely as well, but when it's abused by others once too many times, it does get exceedingly sickening and makes one questions things. makes me wonder was all that from previous times a bunch of superficial lies. or maybe just different priority eh.

loud voices and lame excuses are a daily source of alarm that breaks the tranquility of the night. it makes me wonder is obstinateness the most capable thing he is capable of, and maybe in 30+ years time, i be similar. though i very much hope not.

i definitely need to rest more :\

Sculpted@11:57 pm

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