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5.19.2008

let me verbalise my emotions that's overflooding me right now.

i know i should be packing, should be organising, should be feeling all so hyped up by my euro trip. but much as i thought i was okay, thought that i was feeling good, much as i thought i was getting along with life. the truth is, i ain't.

i don't give a shit anymore about pride, about my ego.

I still miss you.

after all these days of looking around confused and tired, banging against walls, and crying out even. soothing myself, i thought, has finally succeeded. until i read.
i really don't know what's going through for you, but i can feel it. i just hope to be there to alleviate. it's not that i don't care, but my fragile heart and minute confidence just cant take no more frost blast from you, cant take anything to complete its decimation.

but somehow, deep inside, this always inspires me.

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the flower...

thanks, for supporting me. i pay you back with slaps :D

-edit-
i have no explanations for this post anymore.
then again, there was not any in the first place.

Sculpted@4:48 pm

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Awakened :)
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To enjoy injury-free soccer
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